Spring

i love spring. I can still wear pants but i don't have to wear shoes or stuff to keep my feet warm, i love walking in bare feet which is odd becuase i also love shoes, i have a lot.

It rains when its spring, the best part

I LOVE THE RAIN!!!!!

ask anyone. I love sleeping on my deck in the summer when it rains, its the best. the deck is coverd incase you were woundering, so i don't get wet, unless its windy.

i'll teach you all this in eight easy steps

My L, and verius other thinkgs

i'm going for my L on monday, i was suppose to be going for it tomorrow but my papa couldn't get the time off. I feel fairly confident.
i hope i get it, i want to drive again, the best part about it is that i don't have to do the time again, i could go for my N as soon as i want, but i think i'll wait and build my driving skills up a bit. I hope the fact that my L expaired last year doesn't make a difference to if i have to re-do the time agian, that would bite the big one, but it'd be ok, i guess. *sob sob*

I keep thinking about the stuff i want to take to England, i want to take photo albums and all my nick nacks and all my crazy goofy stuff which shows what kind of a person i am, but it wont all be able to fit in one giant suitcase. And i hope i don't buy a lot of stuff over there so i have to get another suitcase while i'm there to take everything home. I could take two over, one qiant one smaller one, it'd be hard to transport myself everywhere but i could deal with it.

i'm not looking forward to the flight. I'm not good with terbulance, i freak out and i wont have my mom, dad, bro or friends beside me so i can clutch on to them and they can tell me it'll be allright, and i'm not of leagal drinknig age so i can't pound back the scotch so that the plane spins regardless. but come to think of it, who wants to be drunk in a plan, you go from feeling gross just by being in a plan to feeling, sick, spinny and gross and wanting to die.

i hope i sit next to some nice person who will tell me it'll be ok if we have terbulance, i think i might have to take my tear drop pink bunny to hold onto. I'm deffinatly taking a rubber duck and i really want to take my pink panther bobble head, but thats not practical. I also want to take my pillows and my dovea, i'm afraid that my parents will steal it becuase its better then theres :D

My goal is to get my N before i go away, i hope it happens, it better, or i'll be very mad at myself









i had a dream i stood beneath an orange sky

My Toes

apparently i have cute little toes and my mom and cousin Tara both think that Tara's toes and my toes are exaclty the same. they're cute little susage toes
but thats not the reason for this blog entry
i have yellow nail polish, don't ask me where i got it, it was a birthday present from Hattie from grade 7 or 8 and i painted my toes yellow and then drew happy faces on all of my toes, now they are even cuter :D

Easter Egg Hunt

My parents use to do these huge elaborate easter hunts for me and rog, they would make criptic/riddle clues and each new clue had more eggs or candy or stuff like pencils and little nick nacks and then there would be one last really hard clue with a larg bunny or one of those hershy's eggs with candy inside them. Those were the best easter egg hunts.
They did that to me one year for my birthday all over outside and inside the house, and they were all wrapped too. And one year my mom got about 10 or 20 gift certificates for Sidney Sporting Goods (a camp/sports store in sidney) and we were at my cousins house so my mom and i spent a long time making up riddles and stuff for him to pick up these certificates, and he was in and out and it had rained so it was cold and wet out side, it was so much fun.
now for birthdays and stuff we blind fold the birthday person and make them guess what they are getting, it started one year when we didn't have time to wrapp the presents and we all thought it was a fun idea












yeah

Easter

what happend to the care free days of easter and easter egg hunts when we were young and childish. i'm not say we're not childish now, its just that now that we are 17 and older we're not suppose to/allowed to go trick or treating or have easter egg hunts. I want to stay a child forever so that i can continue to get free candy at every holiday. No longer will that happen, now that we are older and are getting jobs and drivers liceneces we are no responsible for ourselves and if we want something and its not near our birthday or christmas we have to get it for our selves. *sigh* ces la vie (thats life, i don't think i spelt the french part right)

does anyone rember that band, Bewhitched or something like that, that sang "Ces La Vie"? no
ok








hey boy sitting in a tree.......something something something.....ces la vie

success

woot, it works now, yay!!!!!
My dad and i were listening to the radio this morning, and eating breakfast (he made me waffles :D) and because it is easter weekend the radio was talking about god, and my dad tunrs to me and asks if i blieve in god.
well, that is a tricky question.
i don't believe in god, but i do think that i blieve in a high power, i don't how ever like the thought of my future being planned out for me, i.e. fate or destiny. I don't think there is just one god, and if there is, what religion is right? there are sooooo many in the world, can't they all be right? and if i wanted to couldn't i worship the religions which are now mythologies, greek, or egyption for example. And if you've followed along then this entry is lightly contridicting my mythology adn religion entry from last month (i think it was last month)

but all in all i think there is some form of high power, i just don't like that thought of someone controlling me.

:(

i can make blog entries, and i can view entries by them selves but i can't just go http://clavynandbloggs.blog blah blah blah but it wont show up!!!!!! this is pissing me off, and if i can't so them, how can you?
interesting








stupid blog spot thing

Blog entries

apparently my random blogs are painful? lol, what? I'd love for that one to be explained
and yeah i was suppose to go camping but the thought of camping with a bunch a people i don't know, when its cold out side adn i'm sick does not seem appealing. so i stayed home, chillaxed, went and hung out with jee for a little bit and today i don't know what i'll be doing, we'll seeing jee again.
anyway
its 11:06 and i got up at 10:46, is everyone surprised that i got up before noon? me too. Sleeping in that late (after noon) makes me feel dizzy and sick. i've also lost a whole big chunk of my day











hello time bomb

Oxygen Absorber

You know in Beef Jerky they have that "oxygen absorber" "packet"
don't you think they'd call it something else, less "fearsome" maybe? oxygen absorber sounds like "if you open this tiny pouch all the oxygen in the room will be absourbed and you will dye!" scarey huh? and this little puch says nothing about if you get it in your eye. EVERYTHING has something to do with if you get it in your eye. so i wounder if you get it in your eye, will your eye shrivle up into dust and disapear with the wind, or would it mattey because its on oxygen absorber not a moisture absorber?










don't treat my like i was born for nothing

peeing

Have you ever had to pee so bad that you feared that if you sneezed you might pee your pants. and you can't go pee because you are watching a very interesting show/movie and you also fear that if you move you might leek and you are now woundering if that odd pain below your belly button may be caused by the fact that you have to pee so bad.
And then you get a chance to pee and you wounder if you'll be on the toliet peeing for eternity becasue you can't stop. and then when you finally do and when you are washing your hands you notice that your eye colour doesn't have that odd tinge of yellow any more, but that odd pain is still there

or is that just me?

3:16am

It's 3:16am, and i am not tired yet. I have to get up around 9ish tomorrow to go shopping for varius things (yay new stuff!) I think i'm getting shoes, woot!!! like i need more, well mom seems to think so, so its all good
I played porker this evening with AT, Benbow and mini Benbow (ryans bro) (ryan is benbow)
first game sucked, omg! Benbow and AT wouldn't die, second game rocked, guess why, yeah thats right i was winning, or was that the third game? ah who cares, i was having fun and i don't want to go to bed. i will when these songs finish.
numer of friends away on school trips - uncountable
Lauren - Japanese Trip, gone for three weeks, left on thursday
Verius peeps in Global Perspectives (ie Michelle, misha, nana, dezzy, mandy, morgan [lots of "M" name] etc etc) - Belize for two weeks
various peeps on euro trip (ie al and others) - gone for 10 days
everyone else? doing dick all and working over the break
i can't say i'm jelous of these people on the school trips, but i am kind of. Its always super fun to go traveling with people from school, and i'm jelous that these people get to tour these places with friends. I don't care overly much becuase I'M GOING TO ENGLAND BABY!!! YEAH!!!!!!!
have i mentioned that before?











your body is a wounderland

SPRING BREAK

SPRING BREAK BABY, YEAH!

Poking

i have decided that i will not poke for the rest of the week, i know its only two days, but it'll still be a struggle. I only lasted just over an hour yesturday when steve and i made a trouce. I will make it, no poking. Oh man, this like like taking away coccaine from an addicted. My hands will be in my pockets untill saturday evening!!!










i'm a servivor, i'm not gonna give up

Blushing

i have the stupidest face in the world. And no not because it looks stupid of something dumb like that, but because its blushes ALL the time, and its fucking frustrating.?
Talking to teachers *woosh* theres a red face, and i'm not embarrassed or anything it just goes red. Talking to one of my best friends in the hall *woosh* face goes red, and whats so great about that is that all my friends feel the need to point it out to me, so great, like i can't feel the heat on my cheeks. i HATE it!!!!!!! and its never because i'm embaraced, adn the fact that my face goes red and i can feel it makes me go even redder, ROAR!!! I wish there was someway that i could stop myself from blushing



Lolo: I have a bellybutton like a never ending pit of despair says:
ian just told me i am one of the more attractive girls he knows
Kona: Get in my way when quading and i'll run you over without hesitation!! says:
YAY!!!
Kona: Get in my way when quading and i'll run you over without hesitation!! says:
well you are
Lolo: I have a bellybutton like a never ending pit of despair says:
*blushy happy face*
Lolo: I have a bellybutton like a never ending pit of despair says:
you people have to stop doing this to me
Lolo: I have a bellybutton like a never ending pit of despair says:
THATS WHY MY FACE BLUSHES!! its becuase of all of you and all your damn compliments
Lolo: I have a bellybutton like a never ending pit of despair says:
lol
Steve - I journey through the desert, of the mind, with no hope says:
Aw well we just can’t help it








i wont for get all the ones that i love

idetified

have you ever identified with a song or songs? or identified a person with a song. I have i will not share these songs that i identify with or the people that identify with other songs, i just find it odd. I always think its so weird when people are like "this song saved me life" of when those two moms sued who ever it was for the deaths of there kids claiming the song influenced/convinced them to do it. But that could actually happen. And do some songs ever make you sad and make you feel like you should be sad when really you have no reason to be. Or have you ever been somewhere where everyones happy and for no reason at all you get sad? happens to me all the time. very frustrating.






I had a dream i stood beneath an orange sky

the twos are everywhere

THE TWOS ARE EVERYWHERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wreid Wrods

Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoetnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be at the rghit pclae. The rset can be a total mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit porbelm.Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe.






see!!! so my spelling shouldn't matter, so there :P (thats not suppose to look like a happy sticky outy tounge face)

Commercials

Have you ever noticed that all women on commercials are skinny as tooth picks. The only time you ever see an over weight, or natural sized woman is when the add is for a weight loss program. What are we teaching our children? Are we teaching them that to be beautiful you have to be so skinny that you can see your ribs? Also all men on commercials are lean and buff, there are no men on commercials that have a normal figure or that are over weight. Walking down the street how many people do you see that have the figure of people in commercials?
Commercials are not the only places we see overly skinny people these days. Figure skating is demanding the girls be anorexic, modeling has always demanded tall and skinny men and women. Fashion these days is making it so that if you are not anorexic you can’t wear cloths properly, and that all goes back to commercials. I think everyone would be much happier if there was no T.V. Many people would be smarter because they would read books instead, also many people would be healthier because they’d get involved in sports. People wouldn’t sit around eating junk food all day. Our imaginations and minds would be constantly stimulated. If there was no television, there would be less need to be outrageously skinny and there would be heather and smart people all around the would.






I say you don't know

Dance to the music

Wow, i wasn't half as nervus as i expected to be. I was more nervus at teh rehursal than on stage, i get shy easly, but the stage is my second home, kind of weird huh? Any who, dancing before and after these girls that have done hip hop forever is just intimadating, but what ever, amitures can't be good as pros other wise no one would come to these things because they could do it them selves.
The last minut of the dance kim, jee and i all screwd up. i would have liked to do it again to prefect it, but whatcha gonna do?
Today is wednesday which means Gilmore Girls is on, and i thought i was going to miss it, i got home at 9:30, should ahve been about half way through, but guess what it wasn't on tonight. do i care? hell no, it not being on means i didn't miss anything, WOOT

STEVE GOT A CAR! YAY STEVE! he got a red nissan 240sx, and is going around making people jelous. very happy for him, its the car he's wanted basically since he got his license, say yay happy for steve



yeah so, dance fun, could have been better, but watcha gonna do, as always, not much. and yay for steve and his car (the baby probe)

Hallowe'en

Did you know they don't celibrate hallowe'en in Europe?! i wont get to dress in a fun costume and get looks from people that are scard, wait i get those looks anyway, must be my face (oh beet you to it didn't I?) and i wont get bags of candy, well i still could but it would cost money. On the plus side i get all teh supre yummy european candy bars that we don't get here, like my fave, the Lion Bar. Which i can't believe steve has not tried, he is a virgin to teh lion bar, i am shocked!

yay lion bars!









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