My L, and verius other thinkgs

i'm going for my L on monday, i was suppose to be going for it tomorrow but my papa couldn't get the time off. I feel fairly confident.
i hope i get it, i want to drive again, the best part about it is that i don't have to do the time again, i could go for my N as soon as i want, but i think i'll wait and build my driving skills up a bit. I hope the fact that my L expaired last year doesn't make a difference to if i have to re-do the time agian, that would bite the big one, but it'd be ok, i guess. *sob sob*

I keep thinking about the stuff i want to take to England, i want to take photo albums and all my nick nacks and all my crazy goofy stuff which shows what kind of a person i am, but it wont all be able to fit in one giant suitcase. And i hope i don't buy a lot of stuff over there so i have to get another suitcase while i'm there to take everything home. I could take two over, one qiant one smaller one, it'd be hard to transport myself everywhere but i could deal with it.

i'm not looking forward to the flight. I'm not good with terbulance, i freak out and i wont have my mom, dad, bro or friends beside me so i can clutch on to them and they can tell me it'll be allright, and i'm not of leagal drinknig age so i can't pound back the scotch so that the plane spins regardless. but come to think of it, who wants to be drunk in a plan, you go from feeling gross just by being in a plan to feeling, sick, spinny and gross and wanting to die.

i hope i sit next to some nice person who will tell me it'll be ok if we have terbulance, i think i might have to take my tear drop pink bunny to hold onto. I'm deffinatly taking a rubber duck and i really want to take my pink panther bobble head, but thats not practical. I also want to take my pillows and my dovea, i'm afraid that my parents will steal it becuase its better then theres :D

My goal is to get my N before i go away, i hope it happens, it better, or i'll be very mad at myself









i had a dream i stood beneath an orange sky