Cats

A lot of my friends have cats, and a lot of them complain about how their cats take up space on their beds making sleeping difficult. i see no problem. its a cat. pick it up, put it on the floor get into bed and then the cat will contour to you, not the other way around, and what is so hard about closing the door? Why can't man triumph over a small furry creater, granted it has claws and can be very scarey at times, but its a cat, on your bed, move it and go to sleep. If it was a god, (thats suppose to be dog, but it sounds funnier as "god) i could understand those things can get bloody huge, but its not, its a cat. and you never hear about a fish taking over the bed, that would be weird though. I want a fish. i actually want a cat, but i doubt that would happen, i want a fish thats blue/black and has the big bulggy eyes and i would name its squishy, pug or guss















Oh flounder, you're such a guppy
i am not

Sentamental Happiness

I am so happy, but talking to my friends makes me sentamental and sad. I got into GAP! I thought i would never hear from them, and i did. Today was a good day, and so far is continuing to be a good day.
Japanese class was so much fun, we had students from Japan come in and we had conversations with them, it was hard but soooooo much fun. Then i got home went to teh mail box, opend it up, and there was this yellow manila envilope, and i knew! so took it out of the mial box, practically dropping the rest of the mail on teh ground, theni ripped it open adn the first word was "Congratulations!" my fisrt thought was to drop everything at the mail box and run over to jeena's
my second thought was, take out the rest of the mail and go home to meet my relatives, well they weren't there (more good news, lol) so i run the rest of the way, run in the door and yell "i got in", Arthur is very happy for me. Then i call me mom, she's away from her desk so i leave a incoherent message, then i figure i should call dad, he's away from his desk, another incoherent message. next thought, get on computer e-mail Al (he and his family have been woundering with me for a while. his sister went on GAP and he was going to but he applied to late) so e-mail off to him, then on to msn, steve and kim take a while to understand my hints to the fact that i got it, jeena got it right away (she's smart)
so then i was talking to steve, and i'm really really really going to miss him, and jeena, and kim, and tom and everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!! but i'm so excited to, i just want to hug something and steve's not around, sadness
so i figure i'll end up crying sometime this week, so many emoitions rising and mixing and omg!
GO ME!!!!
I don't know how i'm going to get my homework done











i'm so excited, i just can't hide it, i know, i know, i know i want to, i want to

why i am sad

i have been really down lately and my parets keep asking me about it, i keep blaming it on school and history, history is scareing me, but i'm going to tough it out, i can't quite or drop everything that is to hard, what will i learn from that? but the truth as to why i am sad lately is the fact that i am uber lonely and want someone to tell me they love me. A friend of mine from Van told me he like likes me today, very flattering, but i don't want to go out with someone i barely know, he took my news very well, he's such a sweety. but yeah i'm lonely again, and i thought i was doign ok, but i'm really not. kind of beginnign to wonder if i'll go through life with know one, i'll just have to get a few dozen cats and everything will be ok.








life a bitch and then you die

Boys and Girls

I feel sorry for guys. they have to deal with girls. Its hard enough for a girl to deal with another girl with out offending them, we are inside the girls head, guys have no hope in hell. they are out side the wall. they have no idea whats going on.
girls are like china and boys are like Mongols trying to get in, every once in a while a mongol gets lucky and some how enters the wall of china, success! he is a hero to all who know him, but as more try the more the wall gets tougher so less and less can get in so then the mongols have to try knew ways of getting in. poor littel mongols
no wonder half of the population of girls have no boyfriend, are walls are to high, we need to lower them. why do we not want to let the mongols in. sure they are there to ravage and destroy china but how will we learn if we don't falter and make mistakes. granted who wants to make the mistake of a really abusive boyfriend.
and boys are like one of those super easy riddles that are so easy its hard, if girls just stand back, stop thinking and let the answer come to them the riddle is easly solved.









when everythigns made to be broken, i just want you to know who i am

Show and Tell

Why are we forced to go through the humilulation of Show and Tell? Fist of all, you think, "yay! show and tell! everyone will be focused on me" and then as the day gets closer you realize, "oh holy crap! i don't know what to take for show and tell!" so then you end up takeing the same thing to show and Tell 4 years in a row, and but that time everyone has already seen it, and doesn't care. Is show and tell to build up people skills, or to make us more confident in our selves? did actors as a child have show and telland the first taste of all eyes on them make them crave for more? whats the point other than to show of and tell about it? I am hungary and bored












beautiful sadness

No music and all quiet makes laura go something something

go crazy?
DON'T MIND IF I DO! skjnfkKHEKvKUHBlkbnahnbHKHBGVKAHKRJGBUARH
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanyway i don't have kazaa lite anymore and its driving me crazy because i want to download more music that is getting stuck in my head or that i am hearing on the radio or hearing in movies and on TV. For instance i have "Ain't no sunshine" stuck in my head (the version from naughting hill) and i'd love to listen to it but i can't download it!! i have th movie but it doesn't play the whole song and i'm not going to watch the movie for the one song. i also have "Georgia" stuck in my head, by Ray Charels (that man was a genious) and i'd download it, but i can't :(
i have a lot of music on CD that i like but i want to listen to these jazzy/blues things, i have no blues/jazz CD and i want some but i have no money. i don't even have money to buy lunch ($2.25-$2.50 for a burger!!) sad huh?
OH and Franz Ferdinand, i've heard them before and didn't like them and then i heard them again the other day and was like, "HOLY FUCK! i can't believe i didn't like these guys!" and i can't download any of there music :( and i want to listen to a bunch of John Mayer songs, as well as whole pile of other stuff that would take to long to write down, so yeah all these songs floating around in my head that i can't think of certain parts of and just want to listen to is making me crazy and if i don't get kazaa lite soon i'm sure i will explode
come to think of it the explotion would either be from the floating songs or the mass amounts of homework i'm getting every day *sob sob*








strighten up and fly right, striaghten up and stay right

Expressions

no not facial experssions
where do expressions come from? like "right as rain", me personaly i LOVE the rain, but most people do not like it when it's rainging so then where is there an expression, right at rain??
my mom has an expression "forzen like a duck"? where did that come from? slip of the toung? no that would be "Kabang Poop!" that my favorite momism. instead of swearing make those around you laugh so that you will laugh too and then be happy, untill you remember what ever it it that made you say "kabang poop"










ain't know sunshine when she's gone, ain't no sunshine when she's away, ain't no sunshine when she's gone, and she's always gone to long, anytime she goes away

Happy Valintines Day to All, and to All a good night

To all us dateless losers,
I hope you find your shnuggems soon. Valintines day will not always be a day of bitterness or lonelyness for us. Love will come to us in the form we most want soon enough. So Happy Valintines Day. I give you all a vertual box of chocolates and i hope at least one person today has told you that they love you in any form it may have come in.

Hugs and kisses
good luck and best wishes

Everybody Salsa

I went Salsa dancing yesturday with misha, liam and dan (no not dan todd and liam colins, diff guys) it was so much fun!!! holy cow, dancing with those two guys is awsome. I suck at it, and the back up for someone who sucks is to twirl them, so i got verydizzy by the end of the night but salsa dancing was bossand soooo much fun, and mish' and i are almost positive a cuple people thought we were going out, it didn't help that misha slapped my ass a cuple time, lol

fun stuff

Uh oh

*realization*

i just realized drinking/eating dairy beofre i go to bed makes me feel uber sick, but i just chugged a HUGE glass of milk and ate a spoonfull of ice cream because i have heart burn. so now the heart burn isn't going away and i'm giong to feel sick when i go to bed in about half an hour *sadness* i'm not lactose intolerent or anything. for a while i use to have a thing of yogurt of milk before i went to bed, but then i'd feel uber sick, so i stopped eating dairy before i went to bed and i stopped feeling sick.




dun dun duuuuunnnnn!!!!!

Steve's Party

Steves party was so much fun. no drinking on my part, but who cares it was still fun. a lot of friends got drunk of there asses and others seemed to be faking, but oh well, who knows or cares.
All of them were really friendly drunks and everytime they saw me they proclaimed to the world "IT'S LAURA!! HI LAURA!!!" and gave me huge hugs. i was also told by a few that i am actually very beautiful, even though they were drunk its still nice to hear.
One of my close friends was very effectionate, lots of hugs and a cuple kisses on the cheek, well actually just one, and actuially it was more of a face plant into teh side of my face. lots of holding, didn't pay attention to it becuase he was drunk, but it still felt nice.
My friend kimmy and i did shots of pop. that was uber fun. we were thirsty and there were no glasses but a big 1l or 2l thing of pop and shot glasses so we drank from the shots like we were doing shots, untill Alistair stole the pop and drank it all, he also stole my fruitopia, sevral times, but not all of it. kim and i after finding more pop started doing shots with no hands, a very fun talent i wish i could put on my resume.
so to sum up, drunk friends, lots of hugs, lots of puking by puky mclightweight, and stuff








well, you know, we all want to change the world

Horoscope

Does anyone acctually believe in these things? i mean, yes, sure a lot of people read them, but who actually believes them. i read it for a larf (thats a laugh for those of you who don't get it), sometimes there are a cuple of coincedences but do you really actually believe your fate is judged by teh stars and placment of the planets and moons. and have you ever noticed, if you do believe in it that every magazine/newspaper has a different horoscope for the same month??? does that not seem weird to you people? and have you every looked at the name??

Horoscope

sounds a lot like some one is scoping out the horors in your life. i don't know about you, but i am pretty sure i wouldn't want to know the horors of my life before they happend. i would become very parinoid.
Granted i am ignorant and don't know how these things work







Its all been done before