why i am sad

i have been really down lately and my parets keep asking me about it, i keep blaming it on school and history, history is scareing me, but i'm going to tough it out, i can't quite or drop everything that is to hard, what will i learn from that? but the truth as to why i am sad lately is the fact that i am uber lonely and want someone to tell me they love me. A friend of mine from Van told me he like likes me today, very flattering, but i don't want to go out with someone i barely know, he took my news very well, he's such a sweety. but yeah i'm lonely again, and i thought i was doign ok, but i'm really not. kind of beginnign to wonder if i'll go through life with know one, i'll just have to get a few dozen cats and everything will be ok.








life a bitch and then you die