So Tired

i am so tired i have no idea how i am functioning. i finally fell asleep last night around 1:00 1:30 in the morning and woke up around 6:30, and couldn't get back to sleep *pouts* school was its usual blahness, no surprise there. and then i have a forth block spare so i've been running around painting, and screwing and cleaning and generally just running arund since 1:25 and finished and got out of stage craft at 5:00. then theres homeowork, which i'm going very half assed right now, as long as i understand what i'm doing and have some stuff writen down, thats good enough for me.
i want to sleep but its only 6:36 and if i went to bed now i'd prolly wake up in a cuple hours, so theres no point to that. i have paint all over my hands, but today i didn't get any on my clothes, that i've found.
isn't it a mazing how we can wake up so early in the morning and be so tired for about the first half hour to an hour and then after that we're at school, and in our first class working and comprehending things adn using our brians. how do we do it?!

The duck flies at midnight

the best thing

the best thing in the world would be for some famous, hot, actor say orlando bloom or elijah wood (he's a smoker so ew) or heath ledger to randomly come out of the woods while you were walking home and go
"oh my god, you are beautiful. i must know your name"
"humana humana humana, Laura"
"you're kidding, that my favorite name"
"aaaaaaaa...........thanks"
"please come away with me, you'd be perfect for my next movie, all that hottest actors are in it"
"uh ok"*faint*
and then of corse it wouldn't work the whole age difference thing and movie actors never stay together very long anyway. but if i could find some on half as hot as anyone of those actors i would be so freaking lucky, oh my god!

Turd

apprently if i don't update/write in my blogg i will turn into a turd. is it blog, or blogg? i really have nothing to talk about, but saying that the way the world works this will prolly turn into the longest blog, or blogg. I could tell about a dream i had invloving "stuff" but i don't think i will. I had an awsome dinner though. Steak, baked potato and ceasar salad. God i love that dinner. sooooooooooooooooooooooo good. i want cake, anykind of cake, no skratch that, no carrot cake. who thought to put veggies in cake? if you put the veggie right in the name of the cake of corse no one but old people are going to eat it! But Zuchiny cake is good, moist and yummy. cheese cake is also good, but not to eat everyday, its more of a craving food. and ice cream cake is just like eating a huge bowl of ice cream, why eat it in a cake slice, why not just eat it in a bowl. besides people think that just 'cause its a "cake" you have to eat it on plates. put in in a bowl, that way you don't get melted ice cream dripping everywhere. silly, just silly. Love you kelli

'casue me, i'm rusted and weatherd, barely holding together.

I've got a head like a ping pong ball

if anyone recognizes the ping pong ball song you rock like a boat on the sea. If the rest of you are skratching you're heads, and not just because they are itchy, its from "Camp Cariboo" it was a kids show. man it was boss! for those of you who do not understand this lingo boss = cool, awsome, radical, sweet etc. All those childhood shows were the coolest and are now being redone quiet badly, like teenage mutant nija turtles, wheres bebop and rocksteady?! huh? where?! and batman cartoon where bruce is all old and decrepid, the animation is still cool, but leave the story line alone, it was awsome before and now it kind of sucks. bring back the good shows!!!

its not the size of the boat, but the motion of the ocean.

stupid teenagers!

Teenagers have this amazing gift to get their parents mad at them. some how what you do and say, voicing your opinion and wanting more freedom, gets parents mad at you. how do we do this? we're we not this opinionated before? why do we feel the need to voice our opinions now? where did these opinions come from?! I need to relearn to sit down and keep my mouth shut, i'm tired of making my mom and dad annoid/angry with me, like that'll ever happen. I suppose untill I grow up (again, like that'll ever happen) or go travelling I'll just have to keep agrivating my ma and pa

you don't win friends with salad, not at all

12hour school day

i got home from school about 30min ago, oh yeah its 9:21 in the evening. so if you do the math i was at school for 12 hours. WOW....not. if you're woundering why i was at school for 12 hours i had stage craft after school from 3:00 to 5:00 and then there was a band concert at 7:30, i'm not in the band, mind you, i know very many people in the band. i use to be in the bad but i dropped it like a hot rock! wanna know why? of corse you do, why wouldn't you and even if you don't tough nugies because its my blogg and i don't care what you think, well i kind of do, please care, WHY WONT YOU CARE!!!!!!
aaaaannnnnnnnnyyyyyyway
i queit because my stupid teacher gave away my clarinet, i have it back now, but she lent it out! holy crap who does that?! first of all, it has my name on it, second of all its converd in stickers and its FREAKING JUPITAR!! that like one of the best qualities of instrament. AAAAAAA!!! plus she didn't even remember who she lent my clarinet to, who does that? whos thats stupid!!!!! why? why i ask you why?!
right moving on, to bed, HA
or food, food sounds good, god i'm hungrey

kissing tutor

is it odd that i haven't been kissed and i'm 17? what i need is a kissing tutor, wouldn't that be great, no its not the same thing as a boyfriend, or girlfriend, what ever you prefure. But wouldn't that be awsome?!
"hey Lo you wanna come over a play some pool?"
"sorry i can't my tutors coming over"
"tutor for what?"
"kissing"
or a makeout coach, but it wouldn't be like a basketball coach, middle aged men in trak suits with a whistle, ew, it'd be a young hot, Heath ledger look a like. lol.
I have a wierd mind

My first blogg

holy cow, my first entry, exciting or what? um...yeah no. yes i am crazy and no i don't have a life.

schools ok, i hate it though, i'm scared shitless. grade 12, AAAAAAAAAA! holy crap! can that be right? i'm in gade 12, no way!!! i'm so scared, the real world comes in 7 monthes, 2 provincals come in 2 monthes, not ready for either of them, nor to grad. i want to be back in grade 11 so bad. grading is so far away, but is comeing so fast, i don't know how i'll do it.
I can't wait for GAP either, holy cow it'll be fun. i haven't been excepted yet and i'm already planing what i'll take and all that for england. god that'll be fun. so excited! i can't wait i'm already thinking of what to take and all that stuff and i haven't even been excepted yet. i know a bunch of people will miss me, and i them, but i really really want to go back to england!!!

so many emotions
oh help