Uh.........

I'm not sure why i made two posts of new years, they are pretty much the same, kind of boreing to have two of the same posts. i guess i thought the first was general and short. In fact i stated that in the post. Like always i don't have much to say, i just feel like typeing and no one is online so here i am playing Mah-Jong Solitair, singing along badly to various stuff and trying to come up with something amusing to say........we could be here all night. I haven't read my book yet, don't feel like it. and i had left over pizza for dinner, didn't feel like cooking. So tomorrow painting, again. great. So flipping tired of painting. I've been painting since mid November and it just wont end!!!!!! tomorrow will be fun *sarcasime* we get to paint white labs, white. um.....whats the point? i was taking stuff down in there today, what they need is stucko and then you can't really tell if they've been painted or not, hey what a great idea.
So lately i've been utterly and completley skint (for you none english speaking peoples that would be broke) 5 euros to my name and various amonts of various change. I've been useing the credit card and Pam and a bunch of others have been kind enough to lend me money. I'll pay them back, just as soon as i get money, re-pay Eirlys and then get money again. oh man. i'm going to owe my parents so much cash when i get home, 'tis sad. I'll have to go back to McDicks *sob* i don't want to go back to that greasy hell hole!!!!!
have you ever wondered where the word utterly came from? or is it udderly? no those are on cows. maybe thats where the word came from, but that doesn't make much sence. wouldn't you expect an Elephant to have udders? well they don't, they have brests, i find that weird. almost every other 4 legged animal has udder type things.....or do they? i haven't looked, why would i? that would be weird to say the least, like this topic of........conversation. well no its not a conversation is it, its me typeing and you, presumably, hopefully, reading.
Why in almost all religious paintings and work of art are people naked? And why ar they always so small? i mean both men down there and women up there. If thats what was desired back then things have REALLY changed.
must change subject
actually that is an interesting topic. Back in the day, slightly large pale women were desirable, now its really thin and tanned people. have you ever thought why that was? I think it's becuase back then if you were large that ment you had the money for the food, and if you were pale you didn't do manula labour out side. Now, if you are pale it means you work, and if you are tanned you have time for vacations. not sure about the thin thing though. I'm not huge, but i'm not all that thin either, well, i am thin, i guess, but i still think that desireing really thin women is not healthy towards those women. how do you think anorexia and belima came about?
ok, the well has run dry for now
NO! it hasn't!!! i was watching this programe on BBC2, called three men in a boat. they are going around the thames in a skiff, and where they are is so beautiful. When the parentals come out in april we're going to rent a boat and veg and hang out for a week i think, so far they don't know where to go, maybe Llangollen (no its not pronounced lan-go-len) but i think this trip looks neat, only problem, i can't find a bloddy map of where they are going on the thames to show my parentals, oh well ces la vie
ok NOW the well has run dry and i should probably make my way down to my room seeing as its 11:00 and i have to get up early, but like you care.










It might be a quarter life crisis, justa a stirrin in my soul