Blah cold blah

so its frickin freezing, in fact its so cold i can't sleep, well its half so cold i can't sleep half i want my mental clock to go back to normal and to stop staying up 'till 4am and waking up at 3pm so i figured staying up all night might be the way to do that..........uh i can see this plan backefireing any minut.
So i have been awake since 3pm yesturday afternoon. around 1am i went down to my room, around 2am i cleaned my room and then around 3 while writing in my journal i decided, 'lets stay up all night and go to bed early, and lets go to the chippy in betws and gain even more wieght'. around 4 i put on the sweater i bought off diego, soon after i put on gloves, then i put on a scarf, and my toque. i think i should have put my long johns on under my sweatpants. some of you may be reading this and thinking, 'laura turn on the heat' well i did, sort of, i turned the radiator up all the way in the office, if its cold in the office the heat turns on, the main heat controller thingy is in the office too and checked the light in the boiler room, which is still lit and so far no heat. all i have in my room for heat is the piddly little heater that heats up maybe an inch away from the heater all round.
Sooooooo cold. this is the warmest room, visiting staff lounge, my new hole. I may grab my pillows and a blanket and set up camp in here for tonight/tomorrow night, at least i'll be warm. soon the center will have staff in it again (yeah, like on the 3) and then the heat will hopefully be on, oh god let it be on.
so yeah, now 7:30am, on December the 29. i successfully finished up the yellow pages in my journal and now i can flip the journal and move on to the blue pages, my journal sounds like a phone book. i think i'll wait for new years to start on the blue pages.
I started to learn how to knit with pam and mel, and then i finished teaching myself over teh net yesturday but i don't think my ball of yarn is long enough, i have a head ache. i need food. food here i come.











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