To My Big Ian Teddy Bear

Ian, it'll be ok in teh end, you know my saying, or at least you should "everythign works out ok in teh en, and if its not ok, its not the end" Its easy for me to say don't worry it'll be ok, but its hard to accept it. But in the end everything will be ok, i garuntee it. I believe you need to talk to her, i know you are afraid but you can't be happy feeling like this, you have to make yourself happy before you can make others happy, i've said tht to you often enough.

Any way, you need to come out and vist becaue i need ian hugs. they are the best, and yo boys who are reading this should get hugging lessons from ian. tehehehe.

i wuld go out to hang with you but i have no mula and what little i have needs to go in the bank, or stay there for England.

so ian, i love you, and hang on. nothng ever stays the same