my feet are sore, and i am tired. I don't know why i'm so tired i didn't do much today; painted, made hooks for the jewlary cabinet, ran around doing random things. I had an ok sleep. woke up to the sounds of 'Match of the day' at 7:30am, coming from diegos room, so i threw shoes and stuffa t my wall, and then he left and it was quiet and i was happy. But when i went into the hall you could deffinately tell he was going somewhere, omg! why do guys think girls like the smell of axe. ok, a small bit of axe good, the ammount diego wears REALLY bad. you can't breth when you enter the L floor after he's had a shower. the oxygen has bveen taken up by axe. my new mantra was 'one more week' then it was 'three more days' now its 'gone tomorrow' thank the lord. Ed i know will be really sad, poor guy, but theres a new boy placement comeing that he can play with so all is good (ok that sounded a bit dirty, not intended that way)
I think i've gone off sweets, or had to many and now i need a break. Lately when something sweet is offering itself to me, going 'eat me, eat me' like a custard, caramel doughnut i've gone 'naaah' and then when things likes sun dried pears have gone 'eat me' i go, oky doky, and do. with in an evening a whole bag is gone (they are sooooo good, i don't like pears, but sun dried they are almost orgasmic)
Melissa's leaving soon, and i don't know why i feel sad about it. I'll see her when i get home (hopefully) I guess it will be not having a girly friend my age around.....but who cares about age anymore? what does it matter if you have friends that are also your parents friends and age, what does it matter if you befriend someone younger? we're all people right? well except those of us who are actually monkey flesh, donkey brain eating aliens *cough* Diego *cough*
i have fuzzy socks and fuzzy duck slippers, apart they equal happy feet, but together, its orgasmic, cozy happy feet. fantastic!
i don't want dinner tonight. Its chicken in some wort of curry, AGAIN! all we eat is chicken in some sort of curry or tikka or pie and lasagna. Its great that we're getting cooked for again and that i don't have to make chicken/bacon/beef butty's anymore but omg! come up with something different! do spaghetti, or tacos, or cottage pie/shepards pie or stir fry or something!
Last night i went to see 'Dance in the Dark' the first thing teh add for you to go see it say something like its really depressing and will haunt you for days afterwerds...........uh yeah sounds great. At the hall that it was playing at they gave out free tissue packs. i was a bit apprehensive. anyway, the movie didn't effect me. It was with Bjork as the main character. she's going blind and saving up money for an opperation for her kid so he wont go blind and then stuff happens. It bascially starts as she takes a fly leap off a cliff and then you follow her down. Its also a musical, pretty good songs, i liked the song actually. Remember at the oscars when Bjork wore that swan dress? well the song she was singing is from this movie. Anyway i must be a robbot becuase it didn't effect me and the only things that are hunting me are the songs that are still stuck in my head.
back hurts now










I've seen what I chose and I've seen what I need,And that is enough, to want more would be greed